Tuesday, June 07, 2011
it is 70 degrees here at 4 in the morning another hot humid day coming may rain Friday or Friday nite.
It seem I spend most of my time any more dreading something. I dread July and august because it is so hot here.
I dread the winter because of the cold. I dread, I dread, the fact is I find little to rejoice in these days. I am reminded of Solomon's words , about the time when you are old taking no pleasure from your days.
I have not been able to sleep for more than 5 hours at best and then I have to rise from my bed to breath so I have been sleeping in shifts. 5 hours then up for an hour then back to the bed to try and sleep some more.
Wednesday is pay day for me another chore to dread.